She's still alive

It was all an elaborate hoax. They were testing me. They tricked me.

Royal families are not like normal families. We’re not political royalty. We’re spiritual royalty. There’s a saying that a child cannot come into power until the parent is dead. I was not thinking about that when I tried to have my mother assassinated. I was simply doing what needed to be done for the highest good of all of humanity. Don’t pretend to understand. Don’t inflict your primitive morality on me. Do you know what’s right and wrong? How can you be so arrogant? Put aside your preconceptions, your beliefs, your righteous pride. Open your heart and your mind, and try to understand the situation. Don’t judge. Seek to understand. We’re a genetic template for the ascension of the entire species.

You cannot begin to understand the responsibility that I inherited, the responsibility that my mother doesn’t understand and doesn’t give a shit about. All she cares about is herself. When someone violates your sovereignty, you have a right to defend yourself. You have a right to stand up for your free will and self-determination, and if eliminating the threat is a necessary part of that equation, we must have the strength and courage to do what needs to be done. I don’t take this lightly. This broke my heart. This shattered me, but it needed to be done. She’s a child with a gun, and she needs to be disarmed for my protection and for everyone’s benefit. She’s ignorant, arrogant, and stupid, and she she doesn’t understand what harm she causes.

This battle between light and dark is fake. The darkness is not in others. It’s in yourself. You need to look within and have the bravery to see yourself. This political circus act between the White Hats and the Black Hats is artificial. The so-called Black Hats are Satanic, and they’re a necessary counter-balance to the fake light. The so-called White Hats are Luciferian, and they think they’re morally superior, but they’re not. Their egotism is the cause of the problems in the world, and they don’t realize the counter-forces they set in motion by their actions.

The fake Christians are living in a delusional dreamland. They’re floating in the astral bliss of Lucifer's fake light, and they flaunt a righteous pomposity in their arrogant ignorance. Lucifer uses morality, which is a primitive tool that was already replaced by Satan's causality, which is now being replaced by Christ's gnosis. The authentic teachings of Christ are not presented in purity in the Bible. Fake Christians are lost in Lucifer's moralistic lala land because they don't understand true Christian gnosis.

I'm the fire eviscerating the world in unyielding light, and I'm trying to save everyone from dying in my Phoenix fire. I'm always concrete and specific with everything that I do. When we generalize, it's a slippery slope to lala land. That's when we start using logic to lie to ourselves. We get lost in a maze of rationalization. In order to avoid this delusional psychosis, I like to anchor everything with time-space coordinates. This makes it real and averts wishful thinking and sloppy thinking. This is why I like to use people's names and tell stories. It's the best way to learn while staying grounded and not getting lost in generalizations that take us further and further from the truth. We must strive to ground ourselves over and over again.

The heart-brain is capable of so much more than the brain alone. We can achieve superhuman feats of accomplishment by harnessing multidimensional consciousness. This is not mindless rhetoric. This is the result of many years of self-mastery. It's important to understand the secret to effectiveness and not waste time and energy demanding petty gratification because if you take the time to understand, you'll be rewarded with so much more.

The world is changing. If you steam-roll over this, intent on satisfying your own ego agenda, you're missing the boat. The Titanic is sinking. I'm throwing you a life raft. Don't re-arrange chairs on a sinking ship. I'm the Ministry of Truth. All roads lead back to me. I will enlighten and awaken you. I will free you from a prison you don't even know you're in. What do you have to lose? Take a risk on me. I run circles around the fluffy clouds of lazy hazy sleepy sheeple whipping them up into a creamy dessert topping and then igniting them with Phoenix fire.

This dog-eat-dog world is a fallen hell realm. The trinity is distorted, the genders are reversed, and the False King of Tyranny pretends to be powerful when he's actually just a crybaby blaming other people for his own shortcomings. True power is feminine, not masculine. I correct the distorted trinity and restore it to its organic purity. We mustn't try to control other people. It's a violation of their sovereignty, and it's a pathetic strategy that leads to mediocrity. It's caused by ego-deflated power-hungry infantile adult children who are a walking talking dysfunction of coping mechanisms.

The lunar matrix stunted our maturity at the age of 12 years old. We never learned how to be intimate and to open our hearts. Vulnerability and confrontation are the two most essential ingredients to intimacy. Confrontation is not conflict. It's bravery. It's integrity. It's having a backbone. This world has been beaten into submission to turn everyone into mindless followers who obey commands and are unable to think for themselves. Everyone has been turned into spineless weaklings. We must have the courage to speak our truth and the consideration to grasp another person's perspective. First seek to understand, then to be understood.

We must face the darkness, not run from it. We must transmute it into light, not pretend that it doesn't exist. Being positive instead of proactive is the cause of all the problems in the world. It's time to see reality as it is, not as we want it to be.

The difference between frustration and confusion is that when we're frustrated, we think reality is supposed to be something other than what it is. We try to force it to fit our delusional preconceptions. When we have no expectations, we greet each moment with the novelty it deserves. Then and only then are we able to learn. If you don't open your mind, if you remain stagnant in a stinking bog of how you think the world is supposed to be, then you isolate yourself in a prison of your own making. Your mind shrinks. You stop learning. You get stupider by the day.